Ok so I don't say this nearly as well as E40...yes, this is an E40 song. Ambassador of the Game since he is Ambassador of the Yay (Bay Area SF is frequently referred to as the yay area). Yes I support my local East Coast and beloved West Coast rappers. And heck I am Ambassador of the Game!

I have a fair amount of haters - haters being defined as those hatin' on your for what your doing which is usually better than them. And altho I write about alot of things on my blog that can seem depressing such as jail, snitches and screwovers - I'm actually doing AMAZING.

I am happier than I have been in a LONG LONG time. Despite going thru jail, I have gotten rid of all of the trash in my life. Can you imagine? Really knowing who your true friends are and getting rid of the ones who were secretly screwing you over behind your back. That in itself is power- it's the power of knowing the truth about people and its priceless.

Plus I have a best-selling book and am enjoying the experiences I am having. Just today I met with the Head of Lifetime. I mean the head of lifetime. Plus I went with a super famous film agent (my agent) and the Head of Dick Clark Productions who both have my back. I pitched the Lifetime woman who was absolutely fascinated by my story and had a GREAT meeting. I am honored just to have that experience and to have the opportunity to share myself and to meet these people.

Then, I met with the CEO of a Major Production Network who LOVED my reality show ideas. Most people pitching ideas meet with development people but this is the CEO. Who was great!  Again, I feel honored just to be able to meet these people and to have them be interested in what I have to say. Its a blessing and don't think for one minute I don't appreciate it.

I am working on other projects and writing my 2nd book. I've started writing for Penthouse as well and my next article is due out in August. I'm also DJ'ing which I love and just signed to a DJ Management Company which I will be announcing quite soon.

And I am single and LOVING IT! I date (altho some are not completely honest) but I'm relishing the experience. I'm so so so happy to be out of an abusive relationship and to be around people who adore me and want to lavish me with attention. Its really where I want to be - single, exploring my options and dating people who have something going for them.

So actually I'm doing GREAT - even if I do tend to vent a bit about the past...I'm not holding onto it at all. I've left the bad behind and am not looking back.